this is what i am feeling right now (-_-'\)\

Behind a Smile by Matt Wertz 

Cause I don't know what I should do now

When I've exausted all I know how

Still all of my efforts, they fail me

Leaving me broken and empty

I can't go on, half living this life on my own

Cause I'm hiding behind this smile

No, I haven't come out for awhile

See there is this place so empty inside me

I keep hiding behind this smile

There must be some place warmer then here

Because my teeth just chatter and I live in fear

But every attempt I attempt just impails me

Leaving me broken and empty

And I can't go on, half living this life on my own

Cause I'm hiding behind this smile

No, I haven't come out for awhile

See there is this place so empty inside me

I keep hiding behind this smile

Cause no I'm not okay

No I'm not alright

Cause I'm hiding behind this smile

No, I haven't come out for awhile

See there is this place so empty inside me

I keep hiding behind this smile

P/s : i must be strong to face the reality... i love myself xoxo